What is LOVE ?

My my lovely cousin ~ BECKY <3 

一张照片如果裂了，

就算用最强的万能胶把它粘好，

中间还是会有一条明显的裂痕。

一段感情，

如果结束了。

就算再复合了，

或许它会比之前更好，

也可能它就像一张裂照片一样，

在彼此心中有着深深的裂痕。

“爱”，它就像一瓶毒药。

总会让人上瘾，戒不了。

偏偏又是良药。

它总会让人的伤口愈合。

良药又苦口，

在甜蜜爱情背后，

总是背负着无形的压力和反击。

到底“爱”是好是坏？

永远没有人给一个百分之百的答案。

我想科学家也无法鉴定这问题吧？

“爱”没有界限。

在爱情游戏理论，

没有绝对的游戏规则，

只有当下的感觉。

而感觉就是你唯一的赌注。

曾经有人说过：“爱”就是迷宫。

它会让人进了去，出不来。

迷宫可以有不同的出路，

每一个出路有不同的结果。

或许我找的出路不是正确的。

但我会试着接受。

直到它正确为止。

“爱”和时间有着分不开的关系。

怎么说呢？

时间会改变一切。

时间可以让一对好朋友变情侣。

也可以让情侣变成普通朋友。

有些可以用一秒钟来爱上一个人。

在那黄金一秒钟里，

感觉来了，

那就是一见钟情。

也有人可以用一分钟来结束他们的爱情。

不用华丽的解释，

就可以结束一切，

多么潇洒，干净利落。

“爱”对我来说，

不是个必需品，

但它是一个价值高的非卖品。

它有着别人没有的珍贵。

不是每个人都可以拥有它。

我可以不需要它，

但如果哪天我接受了，

我会尽我的能力来保护它。

直到我生命结束的那一刻。

这也是我对“爱”的承诺。

M.E.M.O.R.Y

Today vied back all our picture ..

Think back from we just knew each other, until we fall to each other, we spent our time and love to each other , what we had been through together ..

All the sadness, happiness, sour , bitter memory ..
This 7 months really nt easy for me ..
Our relationship started from a smile, love grow from a kiss and now end with my infinity of tears and feeling ..

It's really hard for me to let you go..

Gives both of us 1 - 2 years time to focus on our own thing no matter in career or study ..
Let ourselves be more stable and mature ..

I do believe at last we will still be together ..
Forever and ever ..
Then our story can be continue ..

Our story, our journey ..
Wasn't end yet ... <3

Patience is the success and key word for our relationship ..
Right ?

I Love You ~ Alex Tiew Yong Fu <3

M.I.S.S

Wake up early in the morning, the brain already start thinking of him..
Viewed his fb profile, nothing ..
Yes indeed, he has customized me by seeing his status ..
Consider good or bad ?
Good, he still remember me so that every time he update status, he will custom me ..
Bad, he don't wan me to know his thing ..

Still need how long, only we can get back together ?
Still need how long, only he will find me back ?
Still need hw long, only we can be like last time that close to each other ?

You would not know how much I love you until one day u view my blog ..
U would not know until one day u find me back and I'm still waiting for u ..
U would not know until one day u know all I do is just for you ..
U would not know that in my heart and mind, there always have you ..

Maybe u will feel I'm annoying ..
But it is only because I really love u and take it serious until have think and plan for our future ..

Love you <3

S.T.U.P.I.D

黄佩欣！！
你是笨蛋吗？怎么说你都没用！
你是华人吗？会不会听华语啊？！
每天把自己弄得那么辛苦，有用啊？！！！！！

大笨蛋！！！

佩欣：所有的一切我都懂。但就是帮不到我啊。他就会突然出现在我脑海嘛。。我很辛苦啊，但又能怎样？！ ><

Chinese New Year ~ emo

Day 1

All Bong's family meet up at my grandma house ..
Everyone start giving angpao, and all my aunty asked me where is alex ..
That make me emo again..
Ya, how I wish he will be with me at my grandma house ..
How I wish we are still be together ..
How I wish he doesn't leave me ..
How I wish all of this was just a dream ..
I wanted to wake up of this dream, and back to his side ...
How I wish ...

Feel crying but I can't, just can smile in front all of them and act like I'm ok...

My mum asked me do I wanna go langkawi or not ..
I don't want to go , if go surei will be emo ..
All the memory, was so clearly and keep in my mind ..

I msg him and wish him happy new year ..
He din reply me at all ..
I wish I can read his mind .. What is he thinking now ?
Will he find me back ? Will he still think of the all the memory ?

All are a unknown answer ..

At night me and my cousins went to clubbing, the first time clubbing without him ..
Again, e memory flash back ... When the first time went club wit him ..
The second time went club with him when his birthday and what he told me ...

Day 2

Today me and family went to my mum's family house ..
Same, everyone asked where is my bf again ..
Same, emo again ..

At night, me and all cousins went to chiong k ...
They sang those song he sang before ...
Again, I think back all the song he sang, all the memory we been together, go through together ..

My cousin talk to me about him ..
He scolded me ...
He counsel me ..
But still be the same..
I just can't forget him ...

Day 3

Today I really really think of find him..
But I don't know how to start a conversation ..
I don't know will he reply me or not ..
I don knw will he feel I'm annoying or not ..
The feeling was me and him was a stranger ..
The distance between us getting far and far away ..
Still can't imagine, we was been so close to each other before ..
How come everything will be like that so sudden ?

I Miss him so so so much ..
The first time I didn't enjoy my Chinese new year celebration ...

Failure

I'm failed in this two day ..
All my mind keep on think of him , feel wanna find him back ..
All my relatives ask me where is my bf ...
Itseem that they haven know the news ...

I miss him very much ..
I feel wanna find him back ..
My mind keep on flashing back all the memory ..
The picture, the things we done together ...

I MISS HIM !!!! =(
Can you come back to me ?

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Girl

‎''When a girl...'' quite long, but worth to read ;)

''When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that.''


<3
I can't live without you