My mind

What is in my mind during this few days ?
Yes, again is ONLY him ~

Most of my friend around me, they keep on break and get back together with their partner many time but at last they still stick together ~

I had think many things~ at last I cried~

Is it ?
If in the future, although we get back together, the feeling wasn't the same as last time ?
We will feel akward together each other and less topic to talk to each oth anymore..
I don wan be like that..
I still wan the previous of the one who can be with me happily, sweetly ..


To : You <3

Thank you for once truly love me before ~
Thank you that let me lfall in love to you ~
Thank you for all what you had did to me ~ all the suprise
Thank you for let me know all your lovely friend and family members ~
Thank you that you let me grown up after this ~
Thank you that discuss with me about the future and introduce such a good product melaleuca ~
Thanks very much ~

I know that in this relationship I'm nt be enough mature ~
I had no giving you enough acceptance and trust and support ~
I always try to change you that normally boy wouldn't like to be change ~
I make this relationship out of energy anymore ~
And many more ~
All of this, sry for it ~

Don knwow when we still can talk to each other and meet each other le ?
Hope there will still have chance ba ~

Alys love you and support you ~







This few days I also truly think of my future ~
Maybe I will go to UK to continue my degree on next year ~ ( I think it also a good way for me to forget him ba )
Making this decision not only because him but also for my better future career ~
I know if I do really go to oversea, all my life will change, all my story will change ~
But it is good, right ?
Everything whether oN or not ? Just need my parent prove ~

If I go oversea study, will me and him have the faith in the future ?
I don knw, just let god decide for me ~ just let him continue write my life story for me ~
No matter how, he always in my heart ~ ATYF <3