Tuesday, December 27, 2011

3 weeks

 After 3 weeks ~ still suffering everyday ~ 
what different is, suddenly got 2 boys keep on find me ~ sigh 
1 always message me, another one keep call me in the middle of the night ~ 
why so weird ? 

Nowadays, I know that he already start avoid me ~ 
His fb status had already blocked me, so that i couldn't know anything about him ~ 
Message him also didn't reply ~ this shows what ? 
Actually what do i really mean to him ? i wanted to know ~ 
until now, i'm still always tell myself that he will come back one day ~ 
Am I stupid ? but this is the way i am ~ 
all the memory flash back everyday ~ where i go always think of him ~ 
what's wrong with me ? 

I'm still hoping he will find me back, he wouldn't that cruel to me ~ 
I hope, I wish ~ truly ~ from the bottom of my heart ~ sincerely ~ 
i will wait him ~ until he is back ~ or until he belong to other girl ~ 

God Bless ~ 

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