Suffer

Now just only morning 8.10am.
Suddenly awake just because my brain already automatic start function, automatically my brain start think of him again.

yesterday night, I had cried once, because I saw his pic on Facebook and think of him again.
Why I can become so weak ? Already break around one month but he still stays in my heart, I still think of him everyday.

Feel wanna find him back, but impossible he will accept me, right ?
If I find him again, only will make him feel that I'm annoying, right ?

I hate myself, why I can't become strong ?
Why can't become more patient ?

God * please gives me power to stay myself strong enough ~ I wish he will find me back in one day ~ Bless ~