Today at college my mood change suddenly ~
Weekend coming , my suffer day coming ~
thinking of him again, when i went back home, on my fb ~
i saw Danny tagged him and there are at jusco cheras ~
The feeling is, we are so near yet so far ~
I really miss him ~ my friend said, what can he do for me in order for me nt to feel sad anymore ~
i jus reply " no, ntg you can help me ~ even me also cant help myself, what you think you can do for me ? "
Suddenly my mum talk to me about him again ~
she asked " do he msg you and wish you happy new year ? "
i said " no "
my mum " do he contact you ? "
i said " no "
my mum " then don think of him anymore , don believe in relationship easily anymore "
what can i say ?
Other then i cry myself in the room, i cant do anything.
Sometimes just pretend im fine and strong, happy in front of people when im at college.
Today one of my boy friend said i had become pretty ~
should i be happy or sad ?
Jasmine called me just nw, she said she had ran out from home ~
because of his dad ~
i told her my problem too ~
she said " i know you about 7 years. I know your are sad and totally get hurt this time. I understand all of that. I know you will get sad and moody once you have nothing to do and will start think of him. Just take time, anything must call me "
Yes, you are right. Jasmine ~
Everyone who know me well, will say im a person who easily fall in love and will love too deep to the person ~ Yes, it true ~
this time, i really cant let go easily ~ im still dreaming that hoping he will find me back ~ what a stupid rachel, right ?
Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus
Martians value power, competency, efficiency, and achievement.
They are always doing things to prove themselves and develop their power and skills.
Their sense of self is defined through their ability to achieve results.
They experience fulfillment primarily through success and accomplishment.
* To offer a man unsolicited advice is to presume that he doesn't know what to do or that he can't do it own his own.
Venusian have different values.
They value love, communication, beauty, and relationships.
They spend a lot of time supporting, helping, and nurturing one another.
Their sense of self is defined through their feelings and the quality of their relationships.
They experience fulfillment through sharing and relating.
After read this book, i had understand what is the different between men and women's thinking.
In the same problem, men and women are think and see it in a different way and point of view.
This let me think back what had happened between me and him last time and let me more understand of him.
But izit too late ? where there still have another chance ? will god still give us another chance to love each other and understand each other more ?
I wish and i hope ~
